crimes!'s Journal: .029

I really would like to bed held. Today was decent I suppose. Nothing overly exciting happened besides not having a test today in two classes, but both are tomorrow. boo. I've got loads of anatomy still to do. bah. I'm going in early tomorrow to finish up some photo stuff. to try and ge it all in. so I've gotta go to bed and stuff fairly early. Today seemed to drag by. I stayed after again for photo, not that exciting. I feel like I'm trying to decide what I want to do with my life too early almost... like I don't feel like I'm going to have any memories from highschool really. I don't talk to many people, only a few. Mainly because all my friends don't go to highschool really. and in the last two weeks, there were two seniors that thought I was a senior, and one of them thought I was a senior last year..I guess my senioritis is really apparent...so Tony, what about this boy. I honestly don't know. I like him, sorta. Like he has potiental. I don't think he'll feel the same way for me as I would about him. I've been feeling kind of lonely lately. what ever. I'm really fuckin cocky. Honestly I hate it, I really really stop being so over confident. I used to be so Modest and stuff.
seroiusly christ almighty put me in my fucking place
But tomorrow I'm going to a show I haven't been to a show in ages, Ton-dog is gonna be there. haha. Live Fast Die, Forever I burn, War Torn Life, Head First Harlot, and some other band. it should be a lot of fun, I wanna dance my ass off. I need to hit some people and stuff and feel good hahahaha. I'm going to go do some anatomy cause I honestly gotta get my shit together.